28.02.2009

*feel like dying...*



♥i...broke up with him...and i cried agn...i knw...he will never come back to me anymore...i loose the one i l0ve the most...haiz...y am i letting him go?...the only reason~i wan him to be happy,to get his freedom...i rather go die now if wan me to see him sad...i...i love uu honey...i wana tell uu tat i seriously love uu..i cant tell uu,i dun wan uu to feel bad...its not ur fault at all...its mine,i wan break wan...nt uu,don feel bad for it ya~



♥wad i wish is to be with uu forever...see uu happy,doin everythin uu like,sharin everythin to each other...bt nw...its seems like an impossible mission to keep uu here with me...i love to see uu happy,smile,laugh...jz...jz love to see honey being urself...cause.....i love ur everythin!!!i really wish to be with uu...bt...i cant...i cant so self-centered..i must think of honey too...i knw...i knw wad uu really wan is jz to get back ur freedom...i knw tat,so now....im jz tryin my very best to let uu go...im just lettin uu go...so please...never come back to me...i dun wan to be sad...being with me is nt tat good...im jz makin uu feel stress,sad and spoiled everythin...



♥i just wan to see uu happy agn...get ur freedom agn...nvm bout me...just do wadever uu wan...so yea...hm...must really happy..i dun wana see uu sad...tats y i let uu go,pls..btw,im still loving honey VERY much till now...:(:(

valentines day

*sadsad*

♥i miss him:(..actually i suppose to be together v him the whole day...bt..haiz...:(stupid chickenpox..i wana celebrate v him orh....:'(...nw i think he ord reach the church...the church's havin a valentines day party..i suppose to go too...bt...:'(...arghhhhhh...hate orh....!!!!!

♥i wana meet him........i wana celebrate v him orh.......haiz..we din meet 4 soooooooo long time ord lo....:(..i seriously feel like cryin man...the others can celebrate v their valentines....bt me?stayin hum ALONE!!:'(...haiz...my valentines day spoiled....:'(:'(:'(

♥do uu knw hw i feel??if uu duno...pls jz shut up and stop actin smart to said uu knw hw i feel...stop sayin bullshits to me!!i dun nid it!!arghhhhhhhhh:'(....:S

♥i need uu man...i need u i need u i need u!!!!i really hope we can celebrate together:'(:'(...i dun wan uu to go any place without me on TODAY:'(.....*cryin*