♥haha,i jz met a guy from friendster...he's nice,very gentle??haha,i call him so lao then he call me so po...haha,lol....bt kinda fun la,talk v him:)haha....he really like so lao orh:D...very fun,he study at kkhs de...he only13 lo,bt the face nt looks like 13...and also he taller than me...yea,i knw im SHORT...:S...
♥when i was sad,i 4 sure will sms or chat v him de....then after tat,i will be better...and i duno y*laughin*...haha....duno la,bt he kinda handsome i think:)...he likes to say ''lolx''......:)and also he very cute??very very very fun when chattin,smsin v him....haha,wish to meet him man....i think he must be very funny:D...
♥i think gt many girls chase him also coz he very handsome...for me la,haha...hmm....duno wad else to write bt jz nice to meet him la....haha,makes me laugh onlyXP
♥funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun♥:D
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Friday, January 9, 2009
honey's birthday!!!
♥i love hooooooooneeeeeey!!!!.....mwwwwwwwwuuuuuuaaaaaahhhh:-*....hehe,i love u i love u i love u....today is honey's 14 birthday party...nt party la,its like a dinner:)...bt me,kim,aaron,roland,barry,hanafi,lewis,jae,sotong there:D
♥i muah muah v honey sooooo long man:P....like we muah muah in the selimut then hanafi like keep annoyin:S......bt fun also la,haha...hmm....wad to write le....
♥oh ya,the LITTLE MIYO!!!!she's cute:D.......haha,like when playin v her must let her win or nt she bad mood.....haha,lol....cute rite??:D...bt i din ply v her la......only roland them...bt she really cute ma...haha,she likes HANAFI!!!!!haha,kiddin:D...
♥hmm....duno wad to write.....so yea,hmm....bye,i jz suuuuper happy today!!!!happy birthay honey!!!!!loving&missing honey all the time:D
♥i muah muah v honey sooooo long man:P....like we muah muah in the selimut then hanafi like keep annoyin:S......bt fun also la,haha...hmm....wad to write le....
♥oh ya,the LITTLE MIYO!!!!she's cute:D.......haha,like when playin v her must let her win or nt she bad mood.....haha,lol....cute rite??:D...bt i din ply v her la......only roland them...bt she really cute ma...haha,she likes HANAFI!!!!!haha,kiddin:D...
♥hmm....duno wad to write.....so yea,hmm....bye,i jz suuuuper happy today!!!!happy birthay honey!!!!!loving&missing honey all the time:D
Thursday, January 8, 2009
am i too bad to him??......
♥am i too bad to him??......:(....i always so sensitive then like nvr think bout his feeling....and like very bad la.......he treat me so good bt i nvr appreciate of it.....honey.....will uu ignore me if i continue like tat??.....pls,dun....
♥i knw...2mrw is ur b'day......im sry honey....i nt suppose to say like tat....i suppose to go bt i didn't.....sry honey....i knw tats my fault.....see.....i hurt honey agn........:(.......sorry:'(.....
♥bt i jz duno y me......im sry 4 wad i did:(....really sry.....i duno y am i so sensitive....i duno y am i so bad.....i jz duno wad am i doin........i really feel like huggin honey right nw!!!!!:(honeyyyyy.....i miss uu....and sorry:(.....and also i wan uu to knw tat i do love uu.....
♥im really sry for wad i did to honey...sry for everythin....bt tats without uu...if really honey leave....i dun think i can ever mve on....im serious....for me,ntg else is more important than uu honey...so....pls...honey...pls.....dun leave me forever!!!!!:'(
♥love you for who you are...looooooooooove uu forever!!!!!!!!:-*muuuuuuaaaaaaaccccckkkss.....missing honey all the time...*honey will nvr knw hw much i love uu...hw important are uu to me...*bt i really wish uu can feel my love.....love me more........:(
♥i knw...2mrw is ur b'day......im sry honey....i nt suppose to say like tat....i suppose to go bt i didn't.....sry honey....i knw tats my fault.....see.....i hurt honey agn........:(.......sorry:'(.....
♥bt i jz duno y me......im sry 4 wad i did:(....really sry.....i duno y am i so sensitive....i duno y am i so bad.....i jz duno wad am i doin........i really feel like huggin honey right nw!!!!!:(honeyyyyy.....i miss uu....and sorry:(.....and also i wan uu to knw tat i do love uu.....
♥im really sry for wad i did to honey...sry for everythin....bt tats without uu...if really honey leave....i dun think i can ever mve on....im serious....for me,ntg else is more important than uu honey...so....pls...honey...pls.....dun leave me forever!!!!!:'(
♥love you for who you are...looooooooooove uu forever!!!!!!!!:-*muuuuuuaaaaaaaccccckkkss.....missing honey all the time...*honey will nvr knw hw much i love uu...hw important are uu to me...*bt i really wish uu can feel my love.....love me more........:(
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
there's sumthin different...
♥hmm......today.....im nt okay.....i cried...i think there's sumthin different between me and her...i can feel it from the way she treated me...its different....we nt as close as last time anymore??or are we still??i duno.....
♥she knw i dun really like a girl,she knw wad the girl did to me......the 1st time we fought is jz bcoz of tat girl...then y....y wana treat the girl like better than me??.......and its in front of me agn tat...do uu ever knw hw much it hurts......uu are my best fren.....nt best bt bestest......bt...y wana treat me like dis?.....i did sumthin wrong?......
♥haiz......i duno la.....i really dun wan it to happen anymore....i dun wana fight v uu......i dun wana ignore uu.....i dun wan.......seriously......bt if its really have to happen agn......i dun think we still can go as close as last time......im kiddin,its serious.....
♥i hope uu can really knw wad am i thinkin actually......i really dun wana lost my closest fren......pls,dun do tat to me......i beg uu....i wana go back like last time......sharin secrets,playin,shoutin around,jokin like 38,hangin out together,sharin problems,sharin foods or drinks....i wana be closest frens....jz like last time.....we were jz like sisters.....bt nw......we are jz like those veeeery normal frens....y....y suddenly uu changed....so strange to me......wad happen actually....
♥tell me pls....its really hard 4 me to act like ntg happen......and nw....uu are like half ignorin me....sorry if i did sumthin wrong...bt can uu pls tell me wad i did.....wad happen....why uu changed......uu dun wana be sisters v me anymore??uu wan tat girl??..........uu like la,i dun wana force uu to be sisters with me also.....uu like la,i wont say anythin......jz be wad uu wana be....and i wont disturb uu anymore....
♥since uu dun feel like treatin me as ur closest,bestest frens/sisters anymore......i also dun wana force uu....jz let us to be veeeeery normal frens la.....since uu choosed her,and nt me....................*cryin*....
♥uu will nvr knw hw much tat girl hurts me last time.......and nw.......kp,uu are hurtin me deeply......i dun wana say anymore,and.......our friendship.......if uu wana stop here....jz stop it here..........no more cinapet.....no more kp......:'(.........................
♥kp......remember...to be happy......dun always cry ya....after dis....mayb i wont stay by ur side anymore....and i wish tat girl will really stay by ur side and cheer uu up whenever uu are cryin......dun cry to much ya,ltr ur eyes bengkak agn...haha......:(....and dun always think tat everythin is ur fault ya,nt ur fault at all......ok??....be happy ya,cheer up kp......hope uu will still remember the cinapet....the memories....the friendship....even though we might nt be closest frens anymore.......stay happy....
♥our friendship.....started at 2008.....2008j1ren.......the suuuuuper crazy class...and....2008j1ren....i love dis class the most.......i met uu and all my buddies there......i'll nvr 4gt bout dis....and i hope uu too......
♥lastly,still the same words....dun cry too much....ot nt ltr ur eyes bengkak ang....and dun think too much also,ltr uu cry...then when uu wana share secret with sum1....jz find tat girl la,since uu choosed to give up on me and go to her.........hope she can make uu happy....DUN CRY!!!!!.....
must smile ya;)
♥♥byebye my kp...i will be missing uu all the time....and last time,our memories,our EX friendship....i really appreciate of it......thx kp,byebye....love uu kp!!!!!:'(
♥she knw i dun really like a girl,she knw wad the girl did to me......the 1st time we fought is jz bcoz of tat girl...then y....y wana treat the girl like better than me??.......and its in front of me agn tat...do uu ever knw hw much it hurts......uu are my best fren.....nt best bt bestest......bt...y wana treat me like dis?.....i did sumthin wrong?......
♥haiz......i duno la.....i really dun wan it to happen anymore....i dun wana fight v uu......i dun wana ignore uu.....i dun wan.......seriously......bt if its really have to happen agn......i dun think we still can go as close as last time......im kiddin,its serious.....
♥i hope uu can really knw wad am i thinkin actually......i really dun wana lost my closest fren......pls,dun do tat to me......i beg uu....i wana go back like last time......sharin secrets,playin,shoutin around,jokin like 38,hangin out together,sharin problems,sharin foods or drinks....i wana be closest frens....jz like last time.....we were jz like sisters.....bt nw......we are jz like those veeeery normal frens....y....y suddenly uu changed....so strange to me......wad happen actually....
♥tell me pls....its really hard 4 me to act like ntg happen......and nw....uu are like half ignorin me....sorry if i did sumthin wrong...bt can uu pls tell me wad i did.....wad happen....why uu changed......uu dun wana be sisters v me anymore??uu wan tat girl??..........uu like la,i dun wana force uu to be sisters with me also.....uu like la,i wont say anythin......jz be wad uu wana be....and i wont disturb uu anymore....
♥since uu dun feel like treatin me as ur closest,bestest frens/sisters anymore......i also dun wana force uu....jz let us to be veeeeery normal frens la.....since uu choosed her,and nt me....................*cryin*....
♥uu will nvr knw hw much tat girl hurts me last time.......and nw.......kp,uu are hurtin me deeply......i dun wana say anymore,and.......our friendship.......if uu wana stop here....jz stop it here..........no more cinapet.....no more kp......:'(.........................
♥kp......remember...to be happy......dun always cry ya....after dis....mayb i wont stay by ur side anymore....and i wish tat girl will really stay by ur side and cheer uu up whenever uu are cryin......dun cry to much ya,ltr ur eyes bengkak agn...haha......:(....and dun always think tat everythin is ur fault ya,nt ur fault at all......ok??....be happy ya,cheer up kp......hope uu will still remember the cinapet....the memories....the friendship....even though we might nt be closest frens anymore.......stay happy....
♥our friendship.....started at 2008.....2008j1ren.......the suuuuuper crazy class...and....2008j1ren....i love dis class the most.......i met uu and all my buddies there......i'll nvr 4gt bout dis....and i hope uu too......
♥lastly,still the same words....dun cry too much....ot nt ltr ur eyes bengkak ang....and dun think too much also,ltr uu cry...then when uu wana share secret with sum1....jz find tat girl la,since uu choosed to give up on me and go to her.........hope she can make uu happy....DUN CRY!!!!!.....
must smile ya;)
♥♥byebye my kp...i will be missing uu all the time....and last time,our memories,our EX friendship....i really appreciate of it......thx kp,byebye....love uu kp!!!!!:'(
Monday, January 5, 2009
i hate changin class~
♥arghhhhhhh....i hate changin class man...so shit>.<...all my frens nt same class v me orh....then very bored agn tat:S...and my hubby also different class v me....haiz....too bad....hate the teacher orh,go change class:(.....then nw i duno y like always think tat me and my hubby will break:S....bt i really dun wish to see it happen la....i dun wan orh....haiz....i wan same class v him......i miss him sooooooooo much man.....haiz......even though like every recess he gt came to find me,bt i still miss him:S.....arghhhhhhhh.....goin to be crazy la:(......honeeeeeeeyyyy.....i miss uu:(...
♥tash,luh,darla,dav,petra,kim.....i miss uu guys man:S...i miss 2008 j1ren orh.....dis year nt good wan......no frens no life orh!!!!!!!!:'(....i miss the kadazanpet...she's the 1st person who talked to me when i dun even have a fren....tashaaaaa.....u are always my bestie....and i wont 4gt uu man....u are alaways there for me when i need sum1 to talk to....u are always here to sharing secrets v me....iloveyou<3...
♥luh...i miss uu too:(...uu are always there for me when i need help....always ready to help me solved my problem:P....i cant imagine wad if i really cant back to ren??.....u are the one who always help me to do those revision:)....when i talkin bout sum1's bad...uu always support me and helped me:D.....when sum1 bully me....u are the 1st person who stand out to help me....thx for stayin by my side all the time,pepet:D
♥darla...i need uu......uu treat me suuuuuper good man....whenever i did sumthin wrong or hurted uu...darla nvr angry at me,and always forgive me...i love you man:-*.....and uu always share ur happiness,sadness,and and and almost everythin v me.....and thx 4 trustin me so much darla!!!!:)
♥dav and petra,i love both of uu.....both of uu are my buddies!!!:)and our friendships are forever!!!!:D....thx thx thx....thx 4 always lovin me my pepetgirls:P...and im gonna miss uu guys suuuuuuper much man.....
♥kimkim....my pepetmei:).....thx 4 always hangin out v me:S....and and and always share ur secrets v me:)thx 4 trustin me so much man:)hahaha,we always laugh without reason when we togetherXD....
♥♥my lovely hubby... z@иε... i loooooooooove youuuuu the most!!!!!the only one who care me,sayang me,love me the most.....the only only ooooonly one who always think tat peggy is ur most precious baby:P....honey honey honey....i love you!!!!i seriously mean my love to you honey....honey nvr angry at me whenever i said or did sumthin to hurt u...im sry honey,sry 4 wad i did to honey....SORRY!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!:-*...wana tell honey tat u are the most precious hubby to me too!!!mwwwwwwuuuuuaaah:P....lovin+missin honey every single seconds...oh ya,honey cant cant cant caaaaaannnnt find the others arh!!!!im ur one and only arh!!!:D....if honey go find the others i pinch ur nipple until bleedin tuuu:P...haha,kiddin la....bt i will really cry like hell honey...im serious....i wont love any1 except zane.....im seeeeeeeeeeeerious...my endless love....*shyshy*:S....haha:S
♥anyways....ily my beeeeeest frens!!!and also my hubby:D
♥tash,luh,darla,dav,petra,kim.....i miss uu guys man:S...i miss 2008 j1ren orh.....dis year nt good wan......no frens no life orh!!!!!!!!:'(....i miss the kadazanpet...she's the 1st person who talked to me when i dun even have a fren....tashaaaaa.....u are always my bestie....and i wont 4gt uu man....u are alaways there for me when i need sum1 to talk to....u are always here to sharing secrets v me....iloveyou<3...
♥luh...i miss uu too:(...uu are always there for me when i need help....always ready to help me solved my problem:P....i cant imagine wad if i really cant back to ren??.....u are the one who always help me to do those revision:)....when i talkin bout sum1's bad...uu always support me and helped me:D.....when sum1 bully me....u are the 1st person who stand out to help me....thx for stayin by my side all the time,pepet:D
♥darla...i need uu......uu treat me suuuuuper good man....whenever i did sumthin wrong or hurted uu...darla nvr angry at me,and always forgive me...i love you man:-*.....and uu always share ur happiness,sadness,and and and almost everythin v me.....and thx 4 trustin me so much darla!!!!:)
♥dav and petra,i love both of uu.....both of uu are my buddies!!!:)and our friendships are forever!!!!:D....thx thx thx....thx 4 always lovin me my pepetgirls:P...and im gonna miss uu guys suuuuuuper much man.....
♥kimkim....my pepetmei:).....thx 4 always hangin out v me:S....and and and always share ur secrets v me:)thx 4 trustin me so much man:)hahaha,we always laugh without reason when we togetherXD....
♥♥my lovely hubby... z@иε... i loooooooooove youuuuu the most!!!!!the only one who care me,sayang me,love me the most.....the only only ooooonly one who always think tat peggy is ur most precious baby:P....honey honey honey....i love you!!!!i seriously mean my love to you honey....honey nvr angry at me whenever i said or did sumthin to hurt u...im sry honey,sry 4 wad i did to honey....SORRY!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!:-*...wana tell honey tat u are the most precious hubby to me too!!!mwwwwwwuuuuuaaah:P....lovin+missin honey every single seconds...oh ya,honey cant cant cant caaaaaannnnt find the others arh!!!!im ur one and only arh!!!:D....if honey go find the others i pinch ur nipple until bleedin tuuu:P...haha,kiddin la....bt i will really cry like hell honey...im serious....i wont love any1 except zane.....im seeeeeeeeeeeerious...my endless love....*shyshy*:S....haha:S
♥anyways....ily my beeeeeest frens!!!and also my hubby:D
Friday, January 2, 2009
jeremiah's pool party~
♥today is jeremiah's pool party...actually it's suppose be very happy la,bt duno y me...1st very fun coz we all like swimmin in the pool....then suddenly the guard came and say boys cant wear clothes..and the girls must take off the clothes too...LOL=.=...then we all like take off only la...
♥wah....the pool's water like really wet man....then the stupid zane like very funny la,the faceXD....then we all like keep playin like so hai:)...haha,really fun la...then like 6 sumthin like tat jeremiah them like started to eat...then the zane saw and he was like very hungry then he like scold the jeremiah and asked him dun bring the food here...bt jkjk only la...
♥then 7pm after we ate we straight went to the playground to ply ang:S...after tat sumthin happen....me & HIM...duno la....tat part cant say....then i like no mood coz sumthin happen...bt i dun feel like talkin abt it la...bt im nt angry at any1 la...haha...then after i went home i gt my new phn!!!its nokia 6600...same model v my hubby!!!:D...so happy man...hehe.....hmm.....umm.....emm....duno wad else to write bt jz happy la:D..
♥oh ya...kim kim!!!!u heard me ka???:D...wish uu can be with him agn la:)...good luck;)....so yea..tats all i can say...buaiiii my frens,2mrw continue agn la:)...loooooove uu,muaaaaacks:-*
♥wah....the pool's water like really wet man....then the stupid zane like very funny la,the faceXD....then we all like keep playin like so hai:)...haha,really fun la...then like 6 sumthin like tat jeremiah them like started to eat...then the zane saw and he was like very hungry then he like scold the jeremiah and asked him dun bring the food here...bt jkjk only la...
♥then 7pm after we ate we straight went to the playground to ply ang:S...after tat sumthin happen....me & HIM...duno la....tat part cant say....then i like no mood coz sumthin happen...bt i dun feel like talkin abt it la...bt im nt angry at any1 la...haha...then after i went home i gt my new phn!!!its nokia 6600...same model v my hubby!!!:D...so happy man...hehe.....hmm.....umm.....emm....duno wad else to write bt jz happy la:D..
♥oh ya...kim kim!!!!u heard me ka???:D...wish uu can be with him agn la:)...good luck;)....so yea..tats all i can say...buaiiii my frens,2mrw continue agn la:)...loooooove uu,muaaaaacks:-*
Thursday, January 1, 2009
baby&milohoney de monthsary!!=)
♥today i super happy man...coz its me & my hubby's monthsary!!!:D...really enjoy today...actually kim suppose to go also...bt suddenly she tell me tat she no transport so nt goin...then ngam ngam i at luyang ma,so i jz go her hse and fetch her lo...manatau wen i arrive her hse she tell me tat her mum dun let...LOL...then i straight go kk lo:S...
♥then wen i arrive k box i straight sms HIM...then he said he at cp bt comin k box...so i jz wait outside the k box...*standin like a so hai*...i keep waitin waitin there then very hot agn tat:S...then wen they came i told them tat kim nt comin so like lazy to go k box..then suddenly kim sms me and said she can come,so we jz wait for her lo...
♥then me,a.y and him go cp...we go the arcade and ply ply ply ply ply:)....haha,really fun la:)then wen kim arrive suddenly tat a.y say wana watch movie...bt last last we din watch also la...coz full ord the cinema,then only left 9 sumthin de...so we go k box and sing sing sing sing:D
♥then wen we arrive k box 4 sure will sing de la,haha...lol...hmm...after tat.....sumthin happen:P...its a secret....so i dun wana write here..hahaXP...
♥k la,i jz stop here la:)...duno wad to write liao...:)so yea,byeeeee:D...2mrw continue,coz.........2mrw also kinda fun...i think so:S....coz its a pool party!!!!!k la,88....miss uu guys ya;D
:(12:32am...[badnews:'(]
i saw sumthin tat i nt suppose to knw.....my boy and a girl tat he ever loved?even the girl lives very far..bt y i still like very mind whether they gt contact or nt......i too sensitive...am i?...i duno wad to do...i dun wana jealous anymore,i tried to stop myself from thinkin all dis...stop thinkin tat he will leave me,lie to me,love the others,or......even date v my best fren?......omgsh:S...wad am i talkin abt.....bt i cant stop thinkin of all dis....honey...u make me perfect..i really dun wish to loose uu...really scared....dis few days....no....i mean....almost the whole month...i havin the same bad dream...its almost all the same.....HE kissed the girl....HE hugged the girl...HE hold the girl...in front of me...and i think its the same girl....eh wait....no....sumtimes gt different....one of the girl is.......m***e****...and the others....i dun wana say la......bt....one of the girl also my......my best fren...and i dun wana tell any1.....i wrote it here is nt because of i wan any1 of u to kasian me....its jz because i wana let out my feelings..its really hard if cant let it out...and i dun wana tell any1 of them,i mean my close frens...i jz wana wrote it here....i dun wish to see them sad....and also dun wana remove the friendship between HE and my best fren...and also m***e****......last time...cause of my stupid problem....HE and sarah almost cant be fren...really feel sry to them.....sry.....sry darla...sry honey.....bt i think i'll try nt to jealous tat much or even dun jealous la.....nt sure if i can do dis...bt i will try....
*♥love me for ME♥
♥then wen i arrive k box i straight sms HIM...then he said he at cp bt comin k box...so i jz wait outside the k box...*standin like a so hai*...i keep waitin waitin there then very hot agn tat:S...then wen they came i told them tat kim nt comin so like lazy to go k box..then suddenly kim sms me and said she can come,so we jz wait for her lo...
♥then me,a.y and him go cp...we go the arcade and ply ply ply ply ply:)....haha,really fun la:)then wen kim arrive suddenly tat a.y say wana watch movie...bt last last we din watch also la...coz full ord the cinema,then only left 9 sumthin de...so we go k box and sing sing sing sing:D
♥then wen we arrive k box 4 sure will sing de la,haha...lol...hmm...after tat.....sumthin happen:P...its a secret....so i dun wana write here..hahaXP...
♥k la,i jz stop here la:)...duno wad to write liao...:)so yea,byeeeee:D...2mrw continue,coz.........2mrw also kinda fun...i think so:S....coz its a pool party!!!!!k la,88....miss uu guys ya;D
:(12:32am...[badnews:'(]
i saw sumthin tat i nt suppose to knw.....my boy and a girl tat he ever loved?even the girl lives very far..bt y i still like very mind whether they gt contact or nt......i too sensitive...am i?...i duno wad to do...i dun wana jealous anymore,i tried to stop myself from thinkin all dis...stop thinkin tat he will leave me,lie to me,love the others,or......even date v my best fren?......omgsh:S...wad am i talkin abt.....bt i cant stop thinkin of all dis....honey...u make me perfect..i really dun wish to loose uu...really scared....dis few days....no....i mean....almost the whole month...i havin the same bad dream...its almost all the same.....HE kissed the girl....HE hugged the girl...HE hold the girl...in front of me...and i think its the same girl....eh wait....no....sumtimes gt different....one of the girl is.......m***e****...and the others....i dun wana say la......bt....one of the girl also my......my best fren...and i dun wana tell any1.....i wrote it here is nt because of i wan any1 of u to kasian me....its jz because i wana let out my feelings..its really hard if cant let it out...and i dun wana tell any1 of them,i mean my close frens...i jz wana wrote it here....i dun wish to see them sad....and also dun wana remove the friendship between HE and my best fren...and also m***e****......last time...cause of my stupid problem....HE and sarah almost cant be fren...really feel sry to them.....sry.....sry darla...sry honey.....bt i think i'll try nt to jealous tat much or even dun jealous la.....nt sure if i can do dis...bt i will try....
*♥love me for ME♥
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