♥hmm......today.....im nt okay.....i cried...i think there's sumthin different between me and her...i can feel it from the way she treated me...its different....we nt as close as last time anymore??or are we still??i duno.....
♥she knw i dun really like a girl,she knw wad the girl did to me......the 1st time we fought is jz bcoz of tat girl...then y....y wana treat the girl like better than me??.......and its in front of me agn tat...do uu ever knw hw much it hurts......uu are my best fren.....nt best bt bestest......bt...y wana treat me like dis?.....i did sumthin wrong?......
♥haiz......i duno la.....i really dun wan it to happen anymore....i dun wana fight v uu......i dun wana ignore uu.....i dun wan.......seriously......bt if its really have to happen agn......i dun think we still can go as close as last time......im kiddin,its serious.....
♥i hope uu can really knw wad am i thinkin actually......i really dun wana lost my closest fren......pls,dun do tat to me......i beg uu....i wana go back like last time......sharin secrets,playin,shoutin around,jokin like 38,hangin out together,sharin problems,sharin foods or drinks....i wana be closest frens....jz like last time.....we were jz like sisters.....bt nw......we are jz like those veeeery normal frens....y....y suddenly uu changed....so strange to me......wad happen actually....
♥tell me pls....its really hard 4 me to act like ntg happen......and nw....uu are like half ignorin me....sorry if i did sumthin wrong...bt can uu pls tell me wad i did.....wad happen....why uu changed......uu dun wana be sisters v me anymore??uu wan tat girl??..........uu like la,i dun wana force uu to be sisters with me also.....uu like la,i wont say anythin......jz be wad uu wana be....and i wont disturb uu anymore....
♥since uu dun feel like treatin me as ur closest,bestest frens/sisters anymore......i also dun wana force uu....jz let us to be veeeeery normal frens la.....since uu choosed her,and nt me....................*cryin*....
♥uu will nvr knw hw much tat girl hurts me last time.......and nw.......kp,uu are hurtin me deeply......i dun wana say anymore,and.......our friendship.......if uu wana stop here....jz stop it here..........no more cinapet.....no more kp......:'(.........................
♥kp......remember...to be happy......dun always cry ya....after dis....mayb i wont stay by ur side anymore....and i wish tat girl will really stay by ur side and cheer uu up whenever uu are cryin......dun cry to much ya,ltr ur eyes bengkak agn...haha......:(....and dun always think tat everythin is ur fault ya,nt ur fault at all......ok??....be happy ya,cheer up kp......hope uu will still remember the cinapet....the memories....the friendship....even though we might nt be closest frens anymore.......stay happy....
♥our friendship.....started at 2008.....2008j1ren.......the suuuuuper crazy class...and....2008j1ren....i love dis class the most.......i met uu and all my buddies there......i'll nvr 4gt bout dis....and i hope uu too......
♥lastly,still the same words....dun cry too much....ot nt ltr ur eyes bengkak ang....and dun think too much also,ltr uu cry...then when uu wana share secret with sum1....jz find tat girl la,since uu choosed to give up on me and go to her.........hope she can make uu happy....DUN CRY!!!!!.....
must smile ya;)
♥♥byebye my kp...i will be missing uu all the time....and last time,our memories,our EX friendship....i really appreciate of it......thx kp,byebye....love uu kp!!!!!:'(
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