im tired..T.T

few months ago,i loose the one i love the most,the most important person to meT.T do u ever know hw important are u to me?T.T why? why don just give my the very last chance to change everythin?T.T why love her so much? don u knw that she's cheatin?T.T what shud i do? i really love u lot.. and..i do regret of what i've done to u.. im sorry baby..everytime see u sad for her but i cant do anythin?T.T damn! it's just to hard for me to stop carin u..but what shud i do?T.T i did so many things for u nw but its just seems like no useT.T what shud i do to get over u? can u tell me?T.T im tired of waitin... i tried to move on,but i failed to do so.. why don u just come back to me?T.T please baby,i need uT.T i hate it when im not being with u..i miss u badlyT.T do u ever knw hw much i love u? hw much i miss u?T.T i cant even stop thinkin if uT.T i really wish that we could just spend the one last time being together..i miss ur hugs,ur kisses,ur warmest smile,ur carin,ur every everythin..i miss it so muchT.T hw can i get u back?.. please baby,just come back to me? i will be everythin that u need,i promiz...plaese?T.T but even though u don wan,i will still love u as much as i can..cause..i cant stop it,i don knw hw to stop and i nvr wanna stop lovin u..last time,u were the one who keep waitin for me,did everythin for me..and nw,its my turn(: but baby,i just don wan u to sad for her anymore..please? just get over her.. she don worth it,she's such a fuckin biatch!T.T she was cheatin u knw? haiz...hw shud i tell u? can u accept this fact? i don wan u to sad for her anymore..

fuck! i hate it..my best fren,is she? umm...why? lied to me once and once agn,but u nvr feel sry?T.T u hurt me,u hurt him too! i don care if u hurt me,but why? don't you knw that he really love u? wtf that u really wan?! after broke up,texted me and said that u nvr like him?! talk like u don care anythin,even if u're hurtin sum1?! told me that u don wan any guys but just wan me,but after awhile..u go to him agn? and after broke up,told me that u don wanna hurt me anymore?! but u told all ur,my frens that u don knw what u did wrong,and u don think that's ur fault.. then if really don think that's ur fault,what for wanna keep act like very kesian in front of me,and him?! fuck u biatch! just tell me the truth! im tired of u! im not that stupid but why am i keep pitying u?keep believing u even though u're lying?! fuck! just get out of my life! please! im begging u nw! why? he chased u i knw,but if really don like him wad for wanna accept?! and hey! u are the one who knw hw much i love him the most! its okay if u accept him cause u really like him..but nw,u nvr like him then what for wanna accept?! fuck! i told u ord,don hurt him! and u promised me u wont..but last,what u did?! hurt me,hurt him! and u still tell everyone that's not ur fault,its him keep kacau u,chasin u..and u go tell my fren that u don wan him anymore,u wanna gimme back?! wtf! u think what is he!? a toy?! u took it when u need it,even though u're hurtin me.. and u gimme back when u get bored of it,even though u're hurtin him?! fuck u mother biatch! just stop lying! i tried to move on but why are u keep kacau me nw?! no more frens so come to me?! its hard for me to trust u anymore...u lied to me once and once agn,but still don think thats ur fault..what are u?! why do u think that i shud go to u if u need me?! haiz..i don knw u lar..i cant trust u anymore..im sorry..cause...u hurt me the most,and..i cant forgive u for hurtin the one i love the mostT.T

sumtimes..i just wish that everythin could just be like last time..he is still my dearest hubby,and she..is still my best frenT.T but...i knw...its impossible..im always cryin,but no one can see..im always laughin in front of everyone,but deep inside im cryin..i cant show it out,cause i don wan anymore to worried bout me anymore.. but im really tired...i just wish that whenever i cry,sad...he will come to me,comfort me and just let me lie on his shoulder..i don need him to talk,just stay by my side when i need him...just gimme a warm hug when i feel lonelyT.T but can it be in real life?T.T i m i s s y o u , unknown...