not feelin right~

♥ was listening to this song "wait for you"

what hells wrong with me..

feels really bad,i swore to myself that i never wanna thought of you anymore..

even just for a seconds,but im missing you again..

fuck,i hate it~

what should i do...

♥ why are you disturbing my heart once and again?:/

i hate you,but i hate myself the most..

youre not the perfect one,i think..

but why am i keep waiting for you?

i've been waiting since the day i lost you..

have you ever feel my heart?

and mm,i do love you loads..

♥ somehow,i wish to be the one who can shared everything with you..
and i was trying so hard.

and now,i think you just dont need me anymore..
even its just a normal friend?..

♥♥ i hate how much i love you..

i hate how much i miss you..

i hate how much i need you..

fuck! just please,i dont wanna stuck in you anymore..

can you please,get out off my mind? :'(

♥just now,rain soooo heavily man:0:0
veryvery scary owh,but very fun cause can play water!!:D:D
stupid polo,jason and khoo keep hiding my shoe>.<
but they all so stupid keep mopping the floor tadiXD
then they wanna make ppl fall down lagi:D

♥stupid zane keep playin with my shoe>.<
then keep throwin to lewis suddenly when i see..
DXX..my shoe was in the tong sampah:S
then i straight run to him and keep slappin+pinchin him..
ngehehe~~:P manatau suddenly..
*baaaaaang~~*
i ter-bang the wall..
omgshhh~~~! saaaakit man,but very fun!!:P
but luckily he didn't let go also lar..
or not i jatuh tuu:P
but still hate him!!
he LOVES to bully + lc + kacau me man>.<
kill him tuu!!:D:P

♥i love today!!
cause i got to played like gila!!:P:P
i hope can be like this everyday man..
if really can,wooohoooo~~:P
lalalala,im crazy toitoi~~:P:P

>wah.. they all GANGBANG her:0:D

kinda scary but funXDXD

i thought they were just kidding manatau..

sooo serious owh,when recess then straight go to her owh:0:0

actually i suppose to join also but i didn't..

>i was helpin woon make the FAKE TATTOO(lol:P)

very fun lar,keep drawin his tangan:D:D

but this stupid JASON draw mine also>.<

i tolong woon,stupid jason tolong meXDXD

but kinda nice lar he draw:P

if not nice i kill him tuu haha:P

>SAPPI leavin after this comin exam owh):):

shitty man,i don want him to leave owh..

what should i do to stop him??XD

i kidnap him?!?!:D:D

haha,but nvm lar..

SAPPI~~~~!

i will miss you muchy much wan:D

plus,kacauuuuu you!!! ngehehe:P

>what else to say larh??:D

haha,i very very yai yai!!!

nyahaha:P:P

weeeeeee~~ i lubb eu♥ !!!

all my friends,be happie pepet!!:D:D

i miss you♥

♥don't you know that,i miss you badly?..T.T

what should i do? there's hard for me to smile without you..
i can't feel any other things except for you.. you're my everything..
why do this to me? leave me without any warmy smile,without the last huggie,muah muah..
i miss you damn much this few monthsT.T
what should i do to get your everything back?

♥>sorry for what i've done,honey(ex)..

i do regret of it,honestly wan):
gimme the last chance to make up for what happened in the past,please?
i know u hurt badly last time,maybe that's why you leave me..
but i guess you didn't know that..
i rather go die than seeing you sad,hurt T.T

♥...do you still love me?

yes or no? i hope it's a YES..
if it's really a yes,please just come back to me..
i will be everythin u need,i promised..
no matter what,u're still the most i love...my one and only love(hubby)..
i wont be like last time anymore..please?

♥..giving the fake smiley~

i'm always smiling and laughin like crazy in front of you..
but.. do u ever seen the pain,the scar inside?
every little of my smile,hides a big scar inside..
do you know this?
you're the only one who can heal it T.T
but will you do this?? ..for me??

♥_want you back..

just tell me what should i do to get you back):
i don't need anyone else but just you..
to me,you're ONE IN A MILLION..
wish i could just let you turn around,turn around and see my cry..
there's so much i need to say to you,so many reasons why..
you're the only one,who really knew me at all...

im tired..T.T

few months ago,i loose the one i love the most,the most important person to meT.T do u ever know hw important are u to me?T.T why? why don just give my the very last chance to change everythin?T.T why love her so much? don u knw that she's cheatin?T.T what shud i do? i really love u lot.. and..i do regret of what i've done to u.. im sorry baby..everytime see u sad for her but i cant do anythin?T.T damn! it's just to hard for me to stop carin u..but what shud i do?T.T i did so many things for u nw but its just seems like no useT.T what shud i do to get over u? can u tell me?T.T im tired of waitin... i tried to move on,but i failed to do so.. why don u just come back to me?T.T please baby,i need uT.T i hate it when im not being with u..i miss u badlyT.T do u ever knw hw much i love u? hw much i miss u?T.T i cant even stop thinkin if uT.T i really wish that we could just spend the one last time being together..i miss ur hugs,ur kisses,ur warmest smile,ur carin,ur every everythin..i miss it so muchT.T hw can i get u back?.. please baby,just come back to me? i will be everythin that u need,i promiz...plaese?T.T but even though u don wan,i will still love u as much as i can..cause..i cant stop it,i don knw hw to stop and i nvr wanna stop lovin u..last time,u were the one who keep waitin for me,did everythin for me..and nw,its my turn(: but baby,i just don wan u to sad for her anymore..please? just get over her.. she don worth it,she's such a fuckin biatch!T.T she was cheatin u knw? haiz...hw shud i tell u? can u accept this fact? i don wan u to sad for her anymore..

fuck! i hate it..my best fren,is she? umm...why? lied to me once and once agn,but u nvr feel sry?T.T u hurt me,u hurt him too! i don care if u hurt me,but why? don't you knw that he really love u? wtf that u really wan?! after broke up,texted me and said that u nvr like him?! talk like u don care anythin,even if u're hurtin sum1?! told me that u don wan any guys but just wan me,but after awhile..u go to him agn? and after broke up,told me that u don wanna hurt me anymore?! but u told all ur,my frens that u don knw what u did wrong,and u don think that's ur fault.. then if really don think that's ur fault,what for wanna keep act like very kesian in front of me,and him?! fuck u biatch! just tell me the truth! im tired of u! im not that stupid but why am i keep pitying u?keep believing u even though u're lying?! fuck! just get out of my life! please! im begging u nw! why? he chased u i knw,but if really don like him wad for wanna accept?! and hey! u are the one who knw hw much i love him the most! its okay if u accept him cause u really like him..but nw,u nvr like him then what for wanna accept?! fuck! i told u ord,don hurt him! and u promised me u wont..but last,what u did?! hurt me,hurt him! and u still tell everyone that's not ur fault,its him keep kacau u,chasin u..and u go tell my fren that u don wan him anymore,u wanna gimme back?! wtf! u think what is he!? a toy?! u took it when u need it,even though u're hurtin me.. and u gimme back when u get bored of it,even though u're hurtin him?! fuck u mother biatch! just stop lying! i tried to move on but why are u keep kacau me nw?! no more frens so come to me?! its hard for me to trust u anymore...u lied to me once and once agn,but still don think thats ur fault..what are u?! why do u think that i shud go to u if u need me?! haiz..i don knw u lar..i cant trust u anymore..im sorry..cause...u hurt me the most,and..i cant forgive u for hurtin the one i love the mostT.T

sumtimes..i just wish that everythin could just be like last time..he is still my dearest hubby,and she..is still my best frenT.T but...i knw...its impossible..im always cryin,but no one can see..im always laughin in front of everyone,but deep inside im cryin..i cant show it out,cause i don wan anymore to worried bout me anymore.. but im really tired...i just wish that whenever i cry,sad...he will come to me,comfort me and just let me lie on his shoulder..i don need him to talk,just stay by my side when i need him...just gimme a warm hug when i feel lonelyT.T but can it be in real life?T.T i m i s s y o u , unknown...

i love you...forever...

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♥stop showin my love..

if a single life is wad u really wan,i will respect ur decision...hm..till now,i still don regret of chosin u to be my boy...i will never forget every everythin tat happened between us,and i hope u too..a guy like u is very hard to get...if i knw tat earlier,mayb...i will never loose uu?...hmm..so sad...i feel so sorry to u,sorry for everythin tat i did to hurt u..but i didn't mean to did tat wan..
♥I MISS U,I MISS UR EVERYTHIN♥..
i duno wad else can i do 4 u,hm..i think the only thing i can do is just leave ur life?..(if u really don wan a love relation anymore)..but,i cant BARELY move..i wish to see u happy but i don wana loose u..hm..wad shud i do?break up is the best and also the only way to stop me from hurtin the one i love the most i think..
after we broke,i keep thinkin..y u wana break?y?y?...y cant u just stay?..bt after few days thinkin of the same ques..i think tats all my fault,im the one who keep makin problem..u've been tryin ur very best to did everythin for me just to see me smile,but i never ever appreciate of it..till now then only i feel regret and even start hating myself for bein like tat to u..u did everythin for me but i do nothing for u..and keep making u feel sad,feel hard in ur life..
im ur gf,i shud make u happy all the time,NOT sad..i sucks at being a gf..i hate myself for hurtin u,makin u sad,makin u feel hard..wtf!y i never see ur good and always say u bad...actually u are ord the best...im the BAD one..
i miss u..i seriously feel like hugging u real tight right now..and NEVER LET U GO AGAIN..i wan change..i really wan change...i wan change for u..but...its all too late...u wont come back to me and i will never have a great boy like u..hm..nvm la,just let u stay single so u can be more happy..

ps.even though u not my boy anymore,but i will never stop loving u..i might stop showin it but i wont stop it..WISH THE BEST FOR U..*waiting for u?my dumbdumb karambunai boy:]~*

♥our love

28.02.2009

*feel like dying...*



♥i...broke up with him...and i cried agn...i knw...he will never come back to me anymore...i loose the one i l0ve the most...haiz...y am i letting him go?...the only reason~i wan him to be happy,to get his freedom...i rather go die now if wan me to see him sad...i...i love uu honey...i wana tell uu tat i seriously love uu..i cant tell uu,i dun wan uu to feel bad...its not ur fault at all...its mine,i wan break wan...nt uu,don feel bad for it ya~



♥wad i wish is to be with uu forever...see uu happy,doin everythin uu like,sharin everythin to each other...bt nw...its seems like an impossible mission to keep uu here with me...i love to see uu happy,smile,laugh...jz...jz love to see honey being urself...cause.....i love ur everythin!!!i really wish to be with uu...bt...i cant...i cant so self-centered..i must think of honey too...i knw...i knw wad uu really wan is jz to get back ur freedom...i knw tat,so now....im jz tryin my very best to let uu go...im just lettin uu go...so please...never come back to me...i dun wan to be sad...being with me is nt tat good...im jz makin uu feel stress,sad and spoiled everythin...



♥i just wan to see uu happy agn...get ur freedom agn...nvm bout me...just do wadever uu wan...so yea...hm...must really happy..i dun wana see uu sad...tats y i let uu go,pls..btw,im still loving honey VERY much till now...:(:(

valentines day

*sadsad*

♥i miss him:(..actually i suppose to be together v him the whole day...bt..haiz...:(stupid chickenpox..i wana celebrate v him orh....:'(...nw i think he ord reach the church...the church's havin a valentines day party..i suppose to go too...bt...:'(...arghhhhhh...hate orh....!!!!!

♥i wana meet him........i wana celebrate v him orh.......haiz..we din meet 4 soooooooo long time ord lo....:(..i seriously feel like cryin man...the others can celebrate v their valentines....bt me?stayin hum ALONE!!:'(...haiz...my valentines day spoiled....:'(:'(:'(

♥do uu knw hw i feel??if uu duno...pls jz shut up and stop actin smart to said uu knw hw i feel...stop sayin bullshits to me!!i dun nid it!!arghhhhhhhhh:'(....:S

♥i need uu man...i need u i need u i need u!!!!i really hope we can celebrate together:'(:'(...i dun wan uu to go any place without me on TODAY:'(.....*cryin*

happy??

♥haha,i jz met a guy from friendster...he's nice,very gentle??haha,i call him so lao then he call me so po...haha,lol....bt kinda fun la,talk v him:)haha....he really like so lao orh:D...very fun,he study at kkhs de...he only13 lo,bt the face nt looks like 13...and also he taller than me...yea,i knw im SHORT...:S...

♥when i was sad,i 4 sure will sms or chat v him de....then after tat,i will be better...and i duno y*laughin*...haha....duno la,bt he kinda handsome i think:)...he likes to say ''lolx''......:)and also he very cute??very very very fun when chattin,smsin v him....haha,wish to meet him man....i think he must be very funny:D...

♥i think gt many girls chase him also coz he very handsome...for me la,haha...hmm....duno wad else to write bt jz nice to meet him la....haha,makes me laugh onlyXP


♥funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun♥:D

honey's birthday!!!

♥i love hooooooooneeeeeey!!!!.....mwwwwwwwwuuuuuuaaaaaahhhh:-*....hehe,i love u i love u i love u....today is honey's 14 birthday party...nt party la,its like a dinner:)...bt me,kim,aaron,roland,barry,hanafi,lewis,jae,sotong there:D



♥i muah muah v honey sooooo long man:P....like we muah muah in the selimut then hanafi like keep annoyin:S......bt fun also la,haha...hmm....wad to write le....



♥oh ya,the LITTLE MIYO!!!!she's cute:D.......haha,like when playin v her must let her win or nt she bad mood.....haha,lol....cute rite??:D...bt i din ply v her la......only roland them...bt she really cute ma...haha,she likes HANAFI!!!!!haha,kiddin:D...



♥hmm....duno wad to write.....so yea,hmm....bye,i jz suuuuper happy today!!!!happy birthay honey!!!!!loving&missing honey all the time:D

am i too bad to him??......

♥am i too bad to him??......:(....i always so sensitive then like nvr think bout his feeling....and like very bad la.......he treat me so good bt i nvr appreciate of it.....honey.....will uu ignore me if i continue like tat??.....pls,dun....



♥i knw...2mrw is ur b'day......im sry honey....i nt suppose to say like tat....i suppose to go bt i didn't.....sry honey....i knw tats my fault.....see.....i hurt honey agn........:(.......sorry:'(.....



♥bt i jz duno y me......im sry 4 wad i did:(....really sry.....i duno y am i so sensitive....i duno y am i so bad.....i jz duno wad am i doin........i really feel like huggin honey right nw!!!!!:(honeyyyyy.....i miss uu....and sorry:(.....and also i wan uu to knw tat i do love uu.....

♥im really sry for wad i did to honey...sry for everythin....bt tats without uu...if really honey leave....i dun think i can ever mve on....im serious....for me,ntg else is more important than uu honey...so....pls...honey...pls.....dun leave me forever!!!!!:'(




♥love you for who you are...looooooooooove uu forever!!!!!!!!:-*muuuuuuaaaaaaaccccckkkss.....missing honey all the time...*honey will nvr knw hw much i love uu...hw important are uu to me...*bt i really wish uu can feel my love.....love me more........:(

there's sumthin different...

♥hmm......today.....im nt okay.....i cried...i think there's sumthin different between me and her...i can feel it from the way she treated me...its different....we nt as close as last time anymore??or are we still??i duno.....

♥she knw i dun really like a girl,she knw wad the girl did to me......the 1st time we fought is jz bcoz of tat girl...then y....y wana treat the girl like better than me??.......and its in front of me agn tat...do uu ever knw hw much it hurts......uu are my best fren.....nt best bt bestest......bt...y wana treat me like dis?.....i did sumthin wrong?......

♥haiz......i duno la.....i really dun wan it to happen anymore....i dun wana fight v uu......i dun wana ignore uu.....i dun wan.......seriously......bt if its really have to happen agn......i dun think we still can go as close as last time......im kiddin,its serious.....

♥i hope uu can really knw wad am i thinkin actually......i really dun wana lost my closest fren......pls,dun do tat to me......i beg uu....i wana go back like last time......sharin secrets,playin,shoutin around,jokin like 38,hangin out together,sharin problems,sharin foods or drinks....i wana be closest frens....jz like last time.....we were jz like sisters.....bt nw......we are jz like those veeeery normal frens....y....y suddenly uu changed....so strange to me......wad happen actually....

♥tell me pls....its really hard 4 me to act like ntg happen......and nw....uu are like half ignorin me....sorry if i did sumthin wrong...bt can uu pls tell me wad i did.....wad happen....why uu changed......uu dun wana be sisters v me anymore??uu wan tat girl??..........uu like la,i dun wana force uu to be sisters with me also.....uu like la,i wont say anythin......jz be wad uu wana be....and i wont disturb uu anymore....

♥since uu dun feel like treatin me as ur closest,bestest frens/sisters anymore......i also dun wana force uu....jz let us to be veeeeery normal frens la.....since uu choosed her,and nt me....................*cryin*....

♥uu will nvr knw hw much tat girl hurts me last time.......and nw.......kp,uu are hurtin me deeply......i dun wana say anymore,and.......our friendship.......if uu wana stop here....jz stop it here..........no more cinapet.....no more kp......:'(.........................

♥kp......remember...to be happy......dun always cry ya....after dis....mayb i wont stay by ur side anymore....and i wish tat girl will really stay by ur side and cheer uu up whenever uu are cryin......dun cry to much ya,ltr ur eyes bengkak agn...haha......:(....and dun always think tat everythin is ur fault ya,nt ur fault at all......ok??....be happy ya,cheer up kp......hope uu will still remember the cinapet....the memories....the friendship....even though we might nt be closest frens anymore.......stay happy....

♥our friendship.....started at 2008.....2008j1ren.......the suuuuuper crazy class...and....2008j1ren....i love dis class the most.......i met uu and all my buddies there......i'll nvr 4gt bout dis....and i hope uu too......

♥lastly,still the same words....dun cry too much....ot nt ltr ur eyes bengkak ang....and dun think too much also,ltr uu cry...then when uu wana share secret with sum1....jz find tat girl la,since uu choosed to give up on me and go to her.........hope she can make uu happy....DUN CRY!!!!!.....
must smile ya;)




♥♥byebye my kp...i will be missing uu all the time....and last time,our memories,our EX friendship....i really appreciate of it......thx kp,byebye....love uu kp!!!!!:'(

i hate changin class~

♥arghhhhhhh....i hate changin class man...so shit>.<...all my frens nt same class v me orh....then very bored agn tat:S...and my hubby also different class v me....haiz....too bad....hate the teacher orh,go change class:(.....then nw i duno y like always think tat me and my hubby will break:S....bt i really dun wish to see it happen la....i dun wan orh....haiz....i wan same class v him......i miss him sooooooooo much man.....haiz......even though like every recess he gt came to find me,bt i still miss him:S.....arghhhhhhhh.....goin to be crazy la:(......honeeeeeeeyyyy.....i miss uu:(...
♥tash,luh,darla,dav,petra,kim.....i miss uu guys man:S...i miss 2008 j1ren orh.....dis year nt good wan......no frens no life orh!!!!!!!!:'(....i miss the kadazanpet...she's the 1st person who talked to me when i dun even have a fren....tashaaaaa.....u are always my bestie....and i wont 4gt uu man....u are alaways there for me when i need sum1 to talk to....u are always here to sharing secrets v me....iloveyou<3...
♥luh...i miss uu too:(...uu are always there for me when i need help....always ready to help me solved my problem:P....i cant imagine wad if i really cant back to ren??.....u are the one who always help me to do those revision:)....when i talkin bout sum1's bad...uu always support me and helped me:D.....when sum1 bully me....u are the 1st person who stand out to help me....thx for stayin by my side all the time,pepet:D
♥darla...i need uu......uu treat me suuuuuper good man....whenever i did sumthin wrong or hurted uu...darla nvr angry at me,and always forgive me...i love you man:-*.....and uu always share ur happiness,sadness,and and and almost everythin v me.....and thx 4 trustin me so much darla!!!!:)
♥dav and petra,i love both of uu.....both of uu are my buddies!!!:)and our friendships are forever!!!!:D....thx thx thx....thx 4 always lovin me my pepetgirls:P...and im gonna miss uu guys suuuuuuper much man.....
♥kimkim....my pepetmei:).....thx 4 always hangin out v me:S....and and and always share ur secrets v me:)thx 4 trustin me so much man:)hahaha,we always laugh without reason when we togetherXD....
♥♥my lovely hubby... z@иε... i loooooooooove youuuuu the most!!!!!the only one who care me,sayang me,love me the most.....the only only ooooonly one who always think tat peggy is ur most precious baby:P....honey honey honey....i love you!!!!i seriously mean my love to you honey....honey nvr angry at me whenever i said or did sumthin to hurt u...im sry honey,sry 4 wad i did to honey....SORRY!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!:-*...wana tell honey tat u are the most precious hubby to me too!!!mwwwwwwuuuuuaaah:P....lovin+missin honey every single seconds...oh ya,honey cant cant cant caaaaaannnnt find the others arh!!!!im ur one and only arh!!!:D....if honey go find the others i pinch ur nipple until bleedin tuuu:P...haha,kiddin la....bt i will really cry like hell honey...im serious....i wont love any1 except zane.....im seeeeeeeeeeeerious...my endless love....*shyshy*:S....haha:S
♥anyways....ily my beeeeeest frens!!!and also my hubby:D

jeremiah's pool party~

♥today is jeremiah's pool party...actually it's suppose be very happy la,bt duno y me...1st very fun coz we all like swimmin in the pool....then suddenly the guard came and say boys cant wear clothes..and the girls must take off the clothes too...LOL=.=...then we all like take off only la...

♥wah....the pool's water like really wet man....then the stupid zane like very funny la,the faceXD....then we all like keep playin like so hai:)...haha,really fun la...then like 6 sumthin like tat jeremiah them like started to eat...then the zane saw and he was like very hungry then he like scold the jeremiah and asked him dun bring the food here...bt jkjk only la...

♥then 7pm after we ate we straight went to the playground to ply ang:S...after tat sumthin happen....me & HIM...duno la....tat part cant say....then i like no mood coz sumthin happen...bt i dun feel like talkin abt it la...bt im nt angry at any1 la...haha...then after i went home i gt my new phn!!!its nokia 6600...same model v my hubby!!!:D...so happy man...hehe.....hmm.....umm.....emm....duno wad else to write bt jz happy la:D..

♥oh ya...kim kim!!!!u heard me ka???:D...wish uu can be with him agn la:)...good luck;)....so yea..tats all i can say...buaiiii my frens,2mrw continue agn la:)...loooooove uu,muaaaaacks:-*

baby&milohoney de monthsary!!=)

♥today i super happy man...coz its me & my hubby's monthsary!!!:D...really enjoy today...actually kim suppose to go also...bt suddenly she tell me tat she no transport so nt goin...then ngam ngam i at luyang ma,so i jz go her hse and fetch her lo...manatau wen i arrive her hse she tell me tat her mum dun let...LOL...then i straight go kk lo:S...

♥then wen i arrive k box i straight sms HIM...then he said he at cp bt comin k box...so i jz wait outside the k box...*standin like a so hai*...i keep waitin waitin there then very hot agn tat:S...then wen they came i told them tat kim nt comin so like lazy to go k box..then suddenly kim sms me and said she can come,so we jz wait for her lo...

♥then me,a.y and him go cp...we go the arcade and ply ply ply ply ply:)....haha,really fun la:)then wen kim arrive suddenly tat a.y say wana watch movie...bt last last we din watch also la...coz full ord the cinema,then only left 9 sumthin de...so we go k box and sing sing sing sing:D

♥then wen we arrive k box 4 sure will sing de la,haha...lol...hmm...after tat.....sumthin happen:P...its a secret....so i dun wana write here..hahaXP...

♥k la,i jz stop here la:)...duno wad to write liao...:)so yea,byeeeee:D...2mrw continue,coz.........2mrw also kinda fun...i think so:S....coz its a pool party!!!!!k la,88....miss uu guys ya;D

:(12:32am...[badnews:'(]
i saw sumthin tat i nt suppose to knw.....my boy and a girl tat he ever loved?even the girl lives very far..bt y i still like very mind whether they gt contact or nt......i too sensitive...am i?...i duno wad to do...i dun wana jealous anymore,i tried to stop myself from thinkin all dis...stop thinkin tat he will leave me,lie to me,love the others,or......even date v my best fren?......omgsh:S...wad am i talkin abt.....bt i cant stop thinkin of all dis....honey...u make me perfect..i really dun wish to loose uu...really scared....dis few days....no....i mean....almost the whole month...i havin the same bad dream...its almost all the same.....HE kissed the girl....HE hugged the girl...HE hold the girl...in front of me...and i think its the same girl....eh wait....no....sumtimes gt different....one of the girl is.......m***e****...and the others....i dun wana say la......bt....one of the girl also my......my best fren...and i dun wana tell any1.....i wrote it here is nt because of i wan any1 of u to kasian me....its jz because i wana let out my feelings..its really hard if cant let it out...and i dun wana tell any1 of them,i mean my close frens...i jz wana wrote it here....i dun wish to see them sad....and also dun wana remove the friendship between HE and my best fren...and also m***e****......last time...cause of my stupid problem....HE and sarah almost cant be fren...really feel sry to them.....sry.....sry darla...sry honey.....bt i think i'll try nt to jealous tat much or even dun jealous la.....nt sure if i can do dis...bt i will try....



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